Torrid

It has been tough the last few weeks, sometimes I have to deal with New Age promoters and business people. I find it very tough. They are all so hard and arrogant and loveless and because they are all so very rich they don’t bother with niceties and politeness, they all treat me like dirt.

It is rather depressing as on the one hand they have enormous disdain and on the other hand they will blatantly lift vast chunks of my work and put it in their seminars, or they might take 20 pages out of my Art of Redemption book and change a few words and stick in their latest offering as “new exciting information” of course they don’t mention me in the text.

None of the top names is worth less than $50 million and many make $20-30 million a year so that seems to rot their souls. Fear and Loathing in the New Age gets to me. They are all so close to collapse.

One night I saw a vision of a foreboding icy valley and then I saw a green sunny golden heaven beyond it, so I think I’ve done my New Age punishment for now and I’m through to the other side.

Lord Shiva appeared again. He showed me some stuff in a palace in France and a very elegant lady appeared and she talked to me softly in French for fifteen minutes giving me very specific instructions. My French is bit ropey but I got the message.

Sometimes you just have to be dignified and hold steady and wait for the lilac New Age ghoul-fart to pass. (sw)